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  • Writer's pictureRachelle Jervis

Day 318

Updated: Jun 26, 2019



A colleague and friend told me that she had heard some colleagues of ours discussing how my situation was my fault.


I didn't know which part of my "situation" was to be blamed on me. Indeed, if I had the power to give someone a fatal brain tumor, it wouldn't be my daughter, Constance. I do not have that or any other supernatural powers. If I did, I would have picked inheritable immortality.


Possibly they meant it was my fault I didn't have more children. In a technical sense, this is true, but Constance's father didn't want to have more children, and I am not the type of person to surprise someone with a pregnancy they didn't co-sign for.


Maybe they merely meant that being in my thirties with no family, home, or future to speak of is my fault. I don't know. I didn't ask for clarification. I'd of preferred they not speak of me at all if they are are going to be so harsh and apathetic.

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Emmy
Feb 16, 2019

I'm surprised but shouldn't be by the lack of empathy and compassion some people have


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Rachelle Jervis
Jan 27, 2019

Day 319 is posted at https://www.wantmybabyback.com/blog/day-319.

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Unknown member
Jan 26, 2019

None of this is your fault. Screw Them!

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