People keep telling me that I am stronger than I know. I heard it first from my biological father. He saw his mother live through the loss of a child and knew it was theoretically possible. In general, when people say it to me I think it is like proclaiming a goal in the hopes of making it true. They want me to survive the loss of Constance and so they want to tell me I can. I find it hard to believe but appreciate the wish.
From https://twitter.com/RachelleJervis and https://www.twitter.com/wantmybabyback:
Day 83 is at https://www.wantmybabyback.com/blog/day-83.