I have this feeling like I am a burden to everyone and they are being forced by the guilt of my loss to spend time carrying my weight. I don't know what to do. I try not to cry in front of other people or patter on about how much my heart aches. I try to keep my sadness, my emptiness, my pain out of my day-to-day interactions. I'm the albatross around the neck of those who care for me.