I’m still trying to get my bearings after Sunday’s dedications.
Part of me wants to grab a bottle of Tito’s and hide under a bridge or take to my tower to sleep for a hundred years. Unconsciousness has an appeal. The ghosts of my nightmares cling to me, clawing at my tender parts. They are terrifying, but they are also the only place I get to see Constance.
I know I have to be engaged and around people to work, to live, to thrive. I think of a million happy memories and try to peel myself out of bed. Before the trolls of negativity grab me, I reflect on Constance's strength, and I sit up.
Day 218 at https://www.wantmybabyback.com/blog/day-218:
From https://www.facebook.com/arachellejervis:
From Aspiritech Dedication Photo Album on Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/100002323601417/posts/1972528106167957/:
From Cherry Preschool Dedication Photo Album on Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/100002323601417/posts/1972518172835617/:
From https://www.twitter.com/rachellejervis: